.. i have to accept

I'm waking up, thinking of all..  with a new idea in my mind,, in two weeks i was strong, ive been angry , know i'm here accepting that IT HURTS.! A LOT.!!!!!  i didn't imagine this could happend to me, that he ever do something like that, i tought he was nice , kind, i was very conviced that he love me.

How could you hurt the person that you love.?? it's not possible, it can't be!!!! it's mean, it's bad.. because in this case you DON'T LOVE HIM/HER AS WELL AS YOU TOLD..